July 11, 2008

Matembeleo ya shambaa

Leo tulitembelea shambaa la moja karibu na T.C.D.C. Baada ya kusoma asubuhi, tulikula chakula cha mchana kitamu (as always the food is incredible...ugali, nyama choma, pumpkin soup, greens, beans in coconut sauce, and more). Halafu tulikutana kuondoka kwa shambaa saa saba na nusu. Tulifika saa nane kukutana mwanamke anayefanya kazi shambaa. Aliwaambia kwake kwenye na wanaume wake wananunua eneo yao mwaka elfu moja mia tisa themanini na nne. Wanalima mazao kama mahindi na maharagwe na mgomba. Wana nyuki na samaki kuuza. Tukirudi nyumbani tulisimama kununua mahindi za choma. Sijaribe kwa sababu sikuwa na njaa, nina kiu sana.
Leo ni Ijumaa. Sasa saa mbili takriban. Nitaandika barua pepe zaidi wakati nitakapo piga picha zaidi, nitaandika barua pepe zaidi. Karibu tena.

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July 10, 2008

Mlima ya Meru na picha zingine





Leo ni kikundi changu walienda mskitini kusali salaat maghrib. Mskitini ni karibu na bweni yetu. Hapa ni shughuli za kila siku. Huamka saa kumi na moja. Huoga na hupiga mswaki na huvaa nguo. Kawaida hula chakula cha asubuhi saa moja na nusu. Kuna mayai na mandazi na ndizi na chai mtamu. Huanza darasa saa mbili na nusu. Kuna mazungumzo kuhusu vitu vingi, kwa mfano leo tunazungumza nchi yetu na tofauti kati ya Mtanzania.
Kuna watu wanne nyingine tuko darasa yangu. Kuna mwanaume na mke yake kutoka jimbo la New York. Pia kuna mzee kutoka New Zealand na mvulana kutoka New York pia. Unasoma chuo kikuu cha Cornell.
TCDC ni nzuri sana. Walianza kuwapata msaada watu wa Tanzania kujitahidi maendeleo hasa. Kila mwaka wanafundisha watu wengi Kiswahili. Kunako wanafunzi wengi kutoka vyou vikuu vingine vingine. Wanafunzi wengine walisoma Kiswahili kwa muda wa miaka tano!
Nafurahi kuona nafasi maalum!

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July 8, 2008

How Do We Think About Religion?

In the spirit of the discussion going on below about religious truth, I offer the following reflections from Talal Asad's Genealogies of Religion: Disciplines of Reason and Power in Christianity and Islam I offer these because Mr. Skeptic, you still have not addressed yourself to my (and rehenuma's) critique of the central conceit of western rationalism--that is its claim to be speaking from a place of 'objective' truth. You also did not address my critique of the free market along the same lines you criticize religion. You claim to be speaking from a postmodernist perspective. However, you also wrote:
"You can always tell which religions and belief systems actually do not have the real truths, because they are the ones that demand that you subject yourself to endless quotidian rituals and constantly recite passages from books, as though ostensibly the only way to convince one of a truth is to have them repeat it over and over and over again until one doesn't even think to challenge the habitual thought."

"Now, if truth and meaning are inherently subjective, then how is one 'always able to tell which religions and belief systems actually do not have the real truths'? I agree that truth is often constructed through discipline and instrumental power, but you are making a very interesting leap between postmodernism and rationalism. I don't think you have decided which side you are on, yet, maybe.
Anyway, lets marinate on these quotes from Asad, who draws his critique of anthropological study of religion from Geertz's definition of religion as "affirming something" ("it must if is not to consist of the mere collection of received practices and conventional sentiments we usually refer to as moralism, affirm something.") Geertz also says that religion helps man to cope with his intellectual, physical, and moral limits.


"This modest view of religion (which would have horrified the early Christian fathers or medieval churchmen) is a product of the only legitimate space allowed to Christianity by post-Enlightenment society, the right to individual belief: the human condition is full of ignorance, pain, and injustice, and religious symbols are a means of coming positively to terms with that condition. One consequence of this view would in principle render any philosophy that performs such a function into religion (to the annoyance of the nineteenth century rationalist), or alternatively, make it possible to think of religion as a more primitive , a less adult mode of coming to terms with the human condition (to the annoyance of the modern Christian). In either case, the suggestion that religion has a universal function in belief is one indication of how marginal religion has become in modern industrial societyas the site for producing disciplined knowledge and personal discipline. As such it comes to resemble the conception Marx had of religion as ideology--that is, as a mode of consciousness which is other than consciousness of reality, external to the relations of production, producing no knowledge, but expressing at once the anguish of the oppressed and a spurious consolation."
"Geertz'z treatment of religious belief, which lies at the core of his conception of religion, is a modern privatized Christian one because and to the extent that it emphasizes the priority of belief as a state of mind rather than a constituting activity in the world.

To me, religion is a way of engaging with the world, a method of practice that involves the body and is embodied in physical movement. Consider the following, also from Asad, quoting Mauss approvingly:
"According to Mauss, the human body was not be viewed simply as the passive recipient of 'cultural imprints' still less as the active source of 'natural expressions' that are 'clothed in local history and culture' as though it were a matter of an inner character expressed in a readable sign, so that the latter could be used as a means of deciphering the former. It was to be viewed as the developable means for achieving a range of human objectives, from styles of physical movement, through modes of emotional being, to kinds of spiritual experiences. This way of talking seems to avoid the Cartesian dualism of the mind and objects of the mind's perception.

So to sum up:
1) Religion as a universal concept for describing those practices which attribute divine agency to the world is a culturally conditioned definition, conditioned by our experience of religion as 'one choice among many'. This too is linked with our modern conception of the autonomous self.
2) This view of religion supported (and supports) a particular accretion of power in the modern secular states that constitute 'the West'.
3) Religion is a way of teaching bodies, it is a physical as well as a cognitive knowledge. As such, consciousness is interdependent with bodily practice. It follows then, that one 'knows' something, particularly religious truth, by DOING IT. Critiquing it as an irrational leftover of our primitive brain was and is made possible by the construction of religion as a dangerous historical object that must be confined to the private sphere as a belief, and constitutionally subordinated to the state.
So what do you think?

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July 7, 2008

Arusha...at last







Nilifika salama alhumdulillah! After a 12 hour plane ride to Doha, an overnight in Doha at the Grand Regency Hotel, watching the Wimbledon final, an early morning flight to Nairobi, and a 5 hour bus ride to Arusha, I arrived at the Center jet-lagged but extremely happy to be returning to Tanzania. Asubuhi hii kwa Chakula cha asubuhi nilikula vyakula vitamu kama vile mayai ma nyanya na kitunguu.

Thank you to my mother and father, Mr. Norman, Mwalimu Lyabaya, AGA, and all those who made this possible.

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July 3, 2008

Aesthetics and Afrikatalyst

My fellow artists in Afrikatalyst inspired me to write this piece about my approach to writing.

The aesthetic of my writing, at least my poetry writing, is most often attempting to invoke feelings through sound. For me, all recitations--poetry, songs, plays, and even speeches--possess two levels of meaning which are intimately interconnected. The first is the meaning we associate with our understanding of the definition of words and phrases. The second is the meaning inherent in the sound itself, the meaning of its magnetic quality of rhythm and vibration. This sound has a fluidity of meaning, a special aesthetic which is not reducible to the words.
In fact, this flexible quality of sound and the ability to manipulate its meaning is the mark of a truly great slam poet. There are a number of great writers, but we listen to those who 'magnetize' us with their words. Their concepts may be simpler than the next guy, but the way they use sound and phrasing is unparalleled. The difference is the sound, the placement of sounds in complex structural relations to each other. This is why its not just 'what' you say, but also 'how' you say it. My aesthetic is interested in the HOW. I try to use innovative rhyme schemes, internal rhymes, alliteration, and alliterative rhythm to stimulate the subconscious. The impression I strive to create is of a magnetic flow that creates energy to make you receptive to the levels and allusions of my words. Without flow and rhythm, people simply would not listen as hard.
Thanks to Monk for help with this insight. Peace and forward ever. Give thanks.
Check out Afrikatalyst's show in Baltimore...coming in September.

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Religion, Knowledge, and Truth: An Online Debate with a Skeptic


The Skeptic:
The question seems to be whether religion is a problem or whether it is a catalyst where problems exist. Whether it is the substrate or the enzyme.

This is what I was getting at before. Even if religion is not on the X axis of a causal relationship, even if it is not perceived as the root of a problem, which I admit to be the case in (many) macro-level societal problems, what it is too often is an enabler. And it is a tool that has been used since its advent by the structures of power to mobilize and/or placate the masses (missionaries, suicide bombers, and slaveowners alike).

A large piece of what Ayaan Hirsi Ali sees as Islam's participation in women's oppression is the part it plays in a woman's individual psychology. The postponing of personal pleasure or independence simply because of the carrot of eternal life with Allah that is being dangled on the end of a string throughout their life. Her experience shows women who put up with arranged marriages and unwanted sex and beatings and whatever else they think they need to put up with in order to satisfy their religion's requirements for getting into heaven and/or dodging hell.

Now, one thing you need to understand about those who are not religious, who were not taught fairy tales during their childhood as though they are absolute truths (and those who don't believe them be damned, literally) is that for us, religion is optional. Or I should say that we understand religion as being optional, optional for everybody. It is this idea that is behind the subtitle to Christopher Hitchens' book- "Religion Poisons Everything." Religion is optional, he says, though it used to not be. We now understand so many of the things that religious ideas used to have a monopoly on explaining- disease, the diversity of life, the movement of celestial bodies, the cause of catastrophic environmental disasters.
Someone like me sits idly by while the entire global population quarrels ad nauseam about their competing fairy tales and cannot comprehend, cannot comprehend why this quarreling is necessary. It is silliness, and all the proof you need for how silly this all is is the legacy of L. Ron Hubbard.
Of course you don't agree and probably find this offensive. But its very important that you understand that wherever religion presents itself as a problem (even if it is not THE problem), wherever it is used by nasty people to mobilize otherwise good people to do nasty things, or enables people to give up their lives in search of posthumous reward, there will always be a chorus of people like Hirsi Ali and me asking why. Why do people need to cling to these books, 95% of the time with little or no knowledge of what is actually in them, outside of a handful of cherry-picked passages?
As long as organized religion is optional in living a good and intellectually, socially, and even spiritually (if you need to use that word) life, then wherever it presents a problem is a place where the problem is optional too, or a place where the problem would be less severe without the catalyst of divine authority.



ME: I think religion (in the sense we think of it as being an organized belief set and practices involving belief in supernatural beings) is and should be optional. Religion defeats its ultimate purpose if it is forced.
I agree with what you say in spirit. Our goal ought to be truth and we ought to seek it out regardless of the consequences for our currently held beliefs.
I think what we are seeing is religion's diminishing influence in the public sphere and for the most part, I see that as a good thing. However, I wonder if you don't have this assumption that somehow because religion has vacated the public sphere that it will be replaced by pure reason.
And I think some of you non-religious folk unfortunately indulge in your own fairytales that somehow the space they inhabit is the high ground of pure reason. And that the rest of humanity ought to stop their silly games and listen to you guys. (even though I love Sam Harris and think some of what he says is GREAT)
When in reality the space (namely academia and the university) that Harris and others (myself included) speak from is constructed by the use and application of imperial power. Their reach, their ability to get published, etc is predicated on the stability and openness of a prosperous society and made prosperous through the oftentimes brutal application of power.
Here I admit my debt to Foucault, in that I see reason itself as socially constructed and not divorced from current moral conflicts. I see science as an empirical method for discovering truth, but I also know truth itself is not bound by science or religion or theory or structure. Here I also part company with Foucault in seeing truth as having an independent objective existence outside of reason, science, religion, art, culture, etc.
Yet, I must then explain how it is we can know Truth if it is outside all human knowledge. In other words, how can we know Truth if we cannot claim it empirically? Well, my initial answer (subject to your withering critique) is that religion provides a pathway to that knowledge through a kind of truth which is neither verbal, nor empirical, but is simply known. YHWH's initial name in the Torah is I-AM. And as believers of any stripe, there are certain things that through believing IT IS, open one to a higher degree of truth.
Of course, I know this kind of reasoning is inimical to the critical rationalist. But do we not engage in this sort of behavior all the time? For example, we assume the existence of an independent thing called the 'self' in modern life. Is this not a highly convenient illusion that is being exploited to the absolute maximum by consumer capitalism? I mean 95% of people in America (possible exaggeration in the interest of making my point) do not understand the inner workings of the global market and havn't read anything about economics, yet believe in free market capitalism. Why? Because it is a dominant,even hegemonic ideology and it works for them, not because its rational. It serves the interests of the powerful to advance certain myths about this system: its origins and infallibility, its ability to solve all problems.
My argument here neither invalidates nor supports religious belief in and of itself, I merely wanted to unmask a current institution in our public life which has just as insidiously insinuated itself into our understanding as you say religion has.
The conversation I am interested in having in regards to your comment about holy books is: is there a universal hermeneutic for understanding and parsing a text? Do we not inherently always bring our own understanding to bear on a text, not simply our objective reason? And does this not mean that a text will speak to different people at different times in different ways? So then the question becomes: how can we possibly maintain that a book is divinely inspired if it is subjectively interpreted?
I solve this problem by first asserting that all knowledge is rooted in power relationships, prejudices, previous understandings and does not exist in pure form in the world.
Yet just as we wouldn't say the world did not exist or was invalid because our eyes basically 'tell' our brains what to see and don't reproduce the actual structure of visible reality, so too, we don't say that universal knowledge (the kind which holy books claim) doesn't exist because the texts are fallibly interpreted. For me, the kind of knowledge that I want from following a particular religious path (Islam) is of a different nature than the kind I can empirically gain from studying, say "string theory' or the equations of electron behavior. It is the religious equivalent of the knowledge we have of say, history and existence before the big bang.
I think there is a tension, esp in Islam, between the historical revealing of the text (few scholars, even secular ones, doubt that is was transmitted accurately) and its subsequent interpretation in future times and places. This is a question that those who see validity and hope in truth through religion are struggling with.


The Skeptic: Well, I've been entertaining the idea of writing a fairy tale or two this summer (I just now realized the irony in the context of this conversation).

And I think Herman Utic would be a fabulous character name. Along with Anna Thema. Thanks for the idea!

sorry, I just got done w/ two hours ultimate frisbee... i will reply seriously someday...
the only withering critique I will make (thats a wonderful compliment to be paid, btw) is regarding Islam and Truth, as follows as such:

You can always tell which religions and belief systems actually do not have the real truths, because they are the ones that demand that you subject yourself to endless quotidian rituals and constantly recite passages from books, as though ostensibly the only way to convince one of a truth is to have them repeat it over and over and over again until one doesn't even think to challenge the habitual thought.
It is a terribly effective marketing trick, and has been throughout history. The Bush administration along with the mass media had a keen mastry of this, both you and I can recite the pledge of allegiance without blinking, even if we haven't in 10 years, and the only book to ever rival those like the Bible or the Quran in worldwide sales is Mao's Little Red Book, parts of which can probably be recited by heart by many still alive. All of these are examples are ideas that people get such repeated exposure to that they take the truths for granted.
A real truth is one so naked and profound you need only read it once to commit to it. You need to be wary of those ideas that need to be repeated five times daily in order to really arouse devotion to its verity.
chew on that, brother ;)


ME:Anna thema LMAO....hey if you can get people to repeat it 5 times a day then more power to you!
The reality is that people will continue to be mobilized and motivated by religious belief. Your sarcasm in calling it fairytales is cute, but doesn't really address my point.
We ought to be wary I agree of claims to truth and parse them out based on looking at them in as objective a light as possible. However, you pointed out again that people have used religion as one form of propaganda, and quite ironically you cite Mao's Red Book. (which was based on an ideology virulently anti-religious)
I don't agree that a real truth is one you have to hear only once, and anyway, I think you are missing the point of praying 5 times a day. The point of prayer is remembrance, in order to bring our minds back to a meditative state in which to contemplate the truth we seek through that pathway. This is not a truth that can be grasped by reading it and simply agreeing.
If you believe sound itself is a dimension of meaning then you will understand why it is important for religions to repeat certain things, certain mantras.
If you believe that meaning resides only in words and relations between words, then you will find it silly and barbaric.


The Skeptic: No, my point was that Mao's propaganda was just one example of people repeating and being subjected to ideas over and over until they are taken for granted as truth, or at least are more convincing as truths than they would be if one simply sat down and thought about them, instead of constant mass rallies and repetition.

This happens in religious contexts, with the same EFFECT, completely independent of what one person or another purports the other effects or purposes of the ritual to be.

And since it has that effect, we can see why religions that employ it are so successful. I think the success of an idea should be on its merits as an idea, not on how successfully swayed people can be by certain marketing techniques that make the same appeals and have the same effects as those you see in the form of commericals and political propaganda (rock bands at youth groups, fear of eretnal damnation, the idea that the meek will inherit the earth, divine justice where none exists on earth, repitition of propositions, group prayer, etc. etc.). These are all very appealing but do not speak to the truth value of a proposition.

I don't know whether you mean to disagree with this or not...
TO BE CONTINUED....

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July 1, 2008

On Geographical Ignorance

So I had a conversation with a very nice lady here in DC who I told about my trip to Tanzania and Kenya. I guess she was trying to be cordial, but she said, "well I just love South Africa." I found myself irritated, because its like telling someone you are going to visit Mexico and them telling you how great their trip to Washington DC was.
Anyway, geographical cluelessness aside, I am getting more and more excited everyday! But right now I feel so focused on tieing up all my loose ends here.

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June 30, 2008

Nafurahi kusafiri Tanzania tena kwa sababu safari yangu itakuwa na nafasi nyingi kusoma Kiswahili. Ni bora nisome yuko Tanzania.
Visa...check. Immunizations...check. Airline tickets...check. Camera, journal, clean socks...doublecheck.

In five days, I will set out on a two month trip around Tanzania and Kenya. I am deeply humbled by the opportunity and anxious to deepen my study of Swahili, the knowledge of which has grown since I first began in Mwalimu Lyabaya's class back in 2003. This will be my second trip to Tanzania, this time north to the world-famous city of Arusha. I also hope to return to Dar es Salaam at the end of July, God willing.
I am not as academically motivated to learn Swahili as I am to speak it and by speaking it to truly develop the listening and comprehension necessary for true fluency. I have so much to look forward to and be thankful for, and I want this blog to reflect not only critical and engaged thought about history, world culture, East Africa, and the Indian Ocean, but also be a celebration of those thoughts, lives and practices I encounter. I am a little new at this blog stuff, so I feel a bit sensitive posting personal stuff, but I will try to make this as honestly personal as I can (without subjecting the two readers who are actually interested to blush-inducing fits of TMI).

More to come...

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